My Kawaii Bloggie

It's turning february even though I am still Receiving gifts and birthday card from friends in church. Remember I was jus sitting around and all of sudden someone put hand cover my eyes and when hands are removed I was told to open my eyes. And grace passed me a card with full of birthday wishes. Later on Roy came to me and gave me a gift. Many thanks for remembering. All groups. Tongue got stuck. That's all about my 21st for now and it's Chinese new year season home visitation seeing people that I don't meet often feels good. Just had a meet up with Sing Hui at Vivo as I was on my way to find Sing Hui I bump on to Firdaus it's a nice bump we had a lot of catching up fun!

Written @ 7:25 PM

One whole stretch of celebration since the actual day as mention in the previous post had a surprise party with LP98 group after that had an official celebration on 1January 2012 with family all my aunties, uncles and cousins came over for the celebration including Fong Fong jie jie which was a surprise as she was expecting and baby will deliver anytime had a great celebration. But she still come and baby Merkayler was born on Two weeks after the official celebration with family..welcome into this world biao yi love you!

Just last week went to meet up with the buddies aka sisters gathering with Ling Ling and Yun Qin at Tampines One as yunqin they all always wanted a meet up but I was busy with appointments and hand cycling training hence unable to make it until last saturday we had meet up and I had to skip my hand cycling training first thought was just a normal usual lunch outing with the two of them we went shopping and I brought one track pants at 40% discount was super happy after buying as before buying it all I have was a trackpants that got stain badly this time got a black colour trackpants event got stain don't have to worry about the obvious mark. After so much shopping for track pants the girls decided that we should go have lunch I was like oh ok. So where are we gonna eat the Ling Ling said that she has booked seats at the western cuisine thought over there at that place very hard to get seats so go places that need seat reservations. Didn't know anything before that. After all the main food like pizza thought of its time for dessert then I ask Ling Ling what shall we have for dessert? Her reply was I go toilet first. After she return to her seat not long later started hearing birthday song my first thought was other table got people celebrating then after that I see all the waiters and waitresses looking at me and behind them was the cake I got shock lost of words. Before that ling ling keep taking picture I was like what are u doing then she say test camera actually I guess it's part of the celebration. Thank you girls for giving me a memorable celebration. I enjoyed myself a lot!

Written @ 2:06 PM

Just passed my 21st birthday on Friday, 23rd December 2011.At first at the start I was thinking its gonna be an ordinary birthday with just a morning cut cake and that will be an end of the celebration probably just will have another meet up with Gina and Siao Yan and friends, at the start when I step into the house they really convince me that its christmas with all the decorations and probably BBQ as the last meet up with them were BBQ at the Cindy's place. But this time its all christmas dishes thurkeys lockcakes fried beehoon and curry chicken. So I assume that its a season to celebrate christmas only as I thought no one will know that its my 21st birthday. After dinner we had sarach game and had a few catch up session in the midst of conversation. "Vanessa is WANTED, Please come over!" First thought that probably I heard wrongly so continue then later on when I look at Siao Yan and they asked me to go over to the dining table. When I am at the table first thing I saw was cakes thought it was another christmas cake to gather call as when they call all especially went over too in the end was my 21st birthday celebration with everyone was very touch by the things that they do especially Siao Yan. Thank you EVERYONE for spending this special day with me. HUGZZ Love you guys to the MAX! :)

Written @ 12:55 PM

Its been a few months since I last wrote a note on this blog have been busy with things around like school bowling and handcycling lately for handcycling we just ended the national disability league guess all must be wondering what on earth is handcycling about. its actually a bike being cycled by your hands instead of your legs and this event was actually held at F1 track it was a challenge to get there as the cab the exact venue can be driven in by vehicles unless you have the pass or notification got stuck at the singapore flyer good thing I bump onto Grace who is one of the transport coordinator from one of the transport company and she arrange a driver to drive me there thats so much of the beginning of introducing the national disability league wheelathon 360 its never easy to sign up but since I signed up myself for it I told myself I am going to FINISH the RACE well. Win or not doesnt matter as just by being part of the race I have already won half of the race. The whole event end off well. A couple of day there was a stranger out of no where when I was taking a train to school came to talk to me first we had introduction after introduction first question that this mother ask me was "xiao mei wo hen xi huan ni de kai lang wo ke yi jie shou wo de er zhi gei ni ren shi ni gen wo kai dao ta ke yi ma" and i agreed.The reason why I agreed with her was because I was once like her son so what her son go through I am able to talk to him and help him from there. Guess all these are bits and puzzle of life.

Written @ 5:16 PM

Ever wonder where have the owner of this blog been for the past two week why is there no updates in the blog? 7th May had handcycling in the afternoon at simei ITE and after cycling went to had dinner hangout with Aisyah and Alvina at payalebar Singapost after went to join LP98 for BBQ gathering it was a great day that when I reached home I manage to get a good sleep. That was actually 7th May and on 8th May I went to church for there is a guest speaker coming Mrs Cho she is super cool the things she preached is simple to be understand at first my first impression was like oh man sure got problem understanding her. 9May was another day of bowling tournament and it was a great one thought that i am able to remain that standard hence started to feel very happy but on sat when I went for my practice in the morning I realised I have times that cant perform well. Probably because on the day I started to have blurring of vision that I am not able to perform wel as my hand keep banging onto the wheels of the wheelchair hence I know what my performance would be like for the league and the out comes was actually what I really thought it is. 12 May Went to turn up for my ENT appointment first time going to hospital on wheelchair for the safety reason was kinda lost my way but good thing in the end I manage to find my way. Doctor that I had appt with for ENT finally changed the medicine to a spray that is less bitter was so happy as I finally dont feel the bitterness in my throat. Well I thought this was the start of a good signs and on 20 May I went for my review for my lower limbs doctor and was being accompanied by siaoyan for the appointment doctor say for the moment everything was ok, was so happy the moment I heard that. Had an appointment in between the two appt that the optomologist appointment and the result shows that my left eye fails and my right eye was fine. When I was doing the procedures on 18May Julia came to accompany me. After procedure I was very down and started having thought but after not long Julia wanted a hangout so I said ok and hang out with her. Beginning I couldnt join her having fun as I was occupied with thoughts but while later start to put aside all my negative thoughts and join her. Following week I had the appointment with the dotor and thought I would be alone but Abigail came to accompany me when she was having her lunch break when she came I was still going through the procedures for preadmission after some time we decided to go get some food first instead of sitting there doing nothing but just waiting. Thanks for the company Abigail!! After appointment immediately headed to CSC planet bowl to vent out my frustration. After not long after bowling not long SiaoYan called to chat. After talking to her I felt a little relaxed.When reached home managed to half a half an hour nap. Though it was a short rest but at least better than nothing. Glad to have people like abigail, julia and Siaoyan by my side when I needed them most to be around me. Feels good to have all those people around when into bad moments.Great thanks to the ladies.

Written @ 4:41 PM

Probably wondering where is the owner of the blog why is she not posting anything lately. This week is probably a week of break from Bowling tournament. But this does not mean that I do not have other activity. I am still one active one as today I have VAD represent Volunteer appreciation day and tommorrow I will be going for handcycling in the noon and in the evening gonna have a meet up with some other volunteers for BBQ probably tomorrow gonna be a day of excitement. Talking about handcycling I felt silly for my first session that was just last saturday as after the whole race I realised one of my break is locked that my speed was not to what was expected. Tomorrow gonna make sure all my breaks are unlock that i am gonna have even more fun cycling tomorrow. Lately I am probably a cheerful person as I am onto some colourful origamis whenever I sees rainbow stuff it will just put smile on my face I remember there was once on 23 April when I had bowling carnival and I was being sent as one of the players but I didnt do well for the game and Siao Yan knows that I am feeling down and brought me to have ice kachang as she know the moment she put some colourful things even dessert can just bring smile to my face no matter what. Wednesday suppose to have a look on how to make the way to hospital on wheelchair but due to rain when we reach the MRT station we last minute have to call it off. But I probably can have a rough guide on how to make the way there. Was kinda disappointed as i couldnt memorised the road as I didnt manage to get there on wheelchair there for feel sad when got home start folding some colourful origami after some time smile just start to appear on my face again. Guess I am one that is easily contented.

Written @ 12:14 PM

Ever wonder what is the owner of the blog up to these day?
Well Mondays wednesday and friday will be going for bowling session. week end afternoon likely free most of the time.

Yesterday had a meet up with Siaoyan we went to ECP for a drink and after that went for a walk alot of times caught me into thoughts past present and future. Decided to seat somewhere was looking at people cycling reminds me of my childhood happy moments with all the good friends during those times. Passed by this bowling alley tempted to go into the alley to have a few games but due to because I dont have my wheelchair with me I cant bowl but had a great company even though cant bowl knowing that she is there to listen to me when I need someone to talk to or being company. MANY thanks for the company. After that headed to church to meet my CG mates everyone was like asking me where have I beeen for the whole afternoon my reply to them was out with friend. But GUESS WHAT?? I am going for bowling tomorrow with my personal ball!!! WOOHOO!!!Getting me excited.

Written @ 4:44 PM