Guess everyone would have one's unhappiness and some of these events will not be so easily forget. Well I shall start, On last monday as my mum booked a session with FarEast shopping center salon. As treatment was long so I decided to have a break and went to the washroom when I am finished when I am inside the toilet so went back to the salon I was shocked to see a Sister From CCPS that I know off but she didnt recognise me as I left that school when I was P3 could still remember before I went into P3 life was not smooth as teachers would see me in a different thinking. Guess all the memories in CCPS is NEVER going to be pleasant. Got looked down by teachers some times they would even drag my mama and keep saying that I am too slow cannot continue in a normal school and that I need to go to a special school as after they started with this I was told by this teacher to go for a special "tuition" class well I don't enjoy going as the teacher in charge was one who really looked down on me. When comes to P3 teachers start to doubt my learning ability and stop giving me assessments,spelling,dictation,听写 as they thought that I will not be able to do it as to them I am a slow learner. But whats wrong with slow learning. Not just this there were many other incident which its almost impossible for me to list them all even stopped by them from going for Chior as they thought it would not look good for me to go for SYF so before SYF started my teacher ask me to leave the CCA as I will not be able to make through on the costume measuring for SYF the teacher ask me to skip the session and the next session she told me to leave the CCA I was wondering why then teacher started saying "heard from some teachers you cannot make it in your studies i dont think you can make it in chior. By the way at that time is not I cannot make it is I got problem picking things up but that does not mean that you could stop giving me spelling other assignments "No assignment" mean "dont even give the chance for me to do well" I remember when I was in the Chior I often help teacher to play the piano for a period before gossips start after it started everythings started to be like a nightmare. Till now I still often loose sleep because of that.Guess things are not so easy to be let off especially those bad experiences of childhood!!!
Labels: 16 November 2009
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