Today its my due of submission for Principal of marketing & Production Management. Me and my group of china team mates we submitted for assignment guess we were the first group that has submitted it. Teacher even joke like thing "if you all cant submit your assignment today nevermind submit it during you remodule" I was like thinking "huh? siao!! struggle so much figuring out what are the things to copy yet still cannot make it " After submitting the assignment teacher went through some of the past year exam questions and the sad thing is that I was not able to copy all the notes due to cannot cope in reading by seeing using one eye but continue to copy then afternoon I went for the other class which is the foreign class to finish copying all the necessary notes. Teacher say "ei i show to your class this slide already mah why you still copy?" I replied"yes cher you did show my class this slide but just that I was not able to copy everything on time" so teacher kept quite as he knows that things not doing quite well for me. Cause in our school every term ended students must do evaluation form for both teachers so I evaluated "PMPM-Mr Siew Very good give more time for me to copy the necessary notes that I need" but for the other module"BL-Mr D made me go crazy as he already know that I needed more time to write as due to vision problem so take more time to figure out what was shown on the board instead of saying "ok I give you more time to copy" he said " you cannot copy finish everything sure fail cause you cannot write finish everything on time" I replied " but I had the letter for extension of time" then he say "oh ok" but during the copying of notes he still show no mercy and did not give me more time to copy the things on the slide. Then after PMPM first lecture when I went for the second lecture in the midst I am like multi-tasking here busy figuring what I missed out and copy by guessing what was on the board there on the phone with TTSH for the arrangement for appointment due to the blurring of vision for the past few months. Finally have a conclusion of when the appointment was being made and that is going to be on the 7 june which is the day after I came back from some volunteering in camp. AFter so much of fun come back next day everything got spoiled. FEAR starts to increase day by day. Wondering when will it ever stop.
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