As appointment with the neuro was being pushed forward to last thursday 8April where by its supposed to be on 9April but doctor was not available on that day. At first I still thought of going back to school after the two doctors' appointment but after my second appointment I didn't manage to go back school for lesson until today then I started to go back school as I was being admitted for several procedure of checks as I was found out of having pituitary adenoma. Guess I am good at not telling people whats going on for the past two months I have been having blur vision on my right eye but never tell doctors about it. After doctors found out about it immediately arrange for admission to check. At first I thought its going to be next week or something then do MRI but after that they called the ward and said that there was a bed available was trembling when I was being wheeled up from the admission centre to the ward...Could not imagine till now they still warded me to the paediatrics ward where by I am already 20...hehe...when I was being pushed up into the ward first I met one of my doctor which I have been seeing for a long long time since young. Then after that when I was on my way up to the ward I actually met a doctor that I know of during my trip to bangkok with an organisation last november who took care of each and everyone of us when we are not feeling well when we are out of singapore. Past few days when I was in the hospital thanks for coming by my bed every day to chat with me like a friend instead of a patient if I was treated as a patient I guess I would probably just hide away from you and not even to listen to you by going for the appointment with the eye doctor or go for uncountable of MRIs as inserting of contrast is painful and after the scan the contrast start to have side effects like vomitting after the scan when i am back to the ward i was unable to intake so end up have to be put on drip for glucose for 3 days and on sunday where by i am able to intake food so the drip was being took off. Talking about the MRI doctor says that there is still a tumor over at the pituitary gland there its turn up to be 1.1cm hoping for miracles to happen and that the tumor got smaller and slowly disappear at the same time to regain my full vision. Gonna see the eye specialised very soon and after that probably make a decision. Big thanks to Joey GuanZhen Shiling jiejie and meixin(Da jie) for being there for me all these while, sending words of encouragement and talking to me on the phone and MSN for the past few night. I will try to hang on there and not do silly things all the way till the end.
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