My Kawaii Bloggie

Wah today is my first day of TERM 4 so exciting but also so sian. exciting is because i start to study new topics like FUNDAMENTALS OF INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY for A class & BUSINESS STATISTICS for B class. I see the fundamentals of info tech and statistics and got a shock as FIT so thick statistic so thin. start to do calculation again!!! At the end of the lecture I ask lecturer "Sir, can I go for another lecture to listen again? By the way I am from the A class." Lecturer replied "if you don't find it boring you are more welcome to attend the lecture to recap what was being thought by listening again" I was like thinking "if go again if any part missed out can add on. Lecturer smiled and kept quiet without giving any bad remark like " come for two for what? waste time only!!!" instead he said "Good" and even ask "will you be going for tomorrow's BS class for A class?" I replied "YES, OF COURSE! I AM ORIGINALLY FROM THAT BATCH!" and smiled and help me out with the heavy doors of the class. This term is the best term that I ever had.

Labels: First day of School of Term 4

Written @ 10:55 PM

12 mid night
Did the most craziest thing is to drag the appointment date to even further. postpone the appointment to last week of september the nurse ask me why i change the appointment I told her " orh got school at that timing sch cannot be missed once missed gone" then the nurse say " you wait the appointment how long you want to wait?" i replied "5 months can?" the nurse said "three months i dont have only have 6 months time" I was like thinking "oh ok" arranged an appointment to 6 months time. Nurse on the phone advice me "anytime feeling not usual in visual like seeing double of blur must call and arrange for a visual field test and see the doctor again. I agreed on the phone but i dont know IF I will hold on to my promise to anyone. Guess this time I might have to disappoint alot of people. But probably yes i might take the nurse advice if not I will end up myself with alot of injuries due to drip over falls.

2pm
Receive a email from Ms quek aka Mrs Garcia who was my 老师when I was P4 my last three quarter of my P4 days a wonderful caring teacher and mama that I know of been through lots of things with me could still remember those times when I just started studying in your class you know that i probably cannot catch up as you have taught the rest until quite far and ask me to join the remedial class after school hours. You are not just concern about the student's studies you also care about student's feeling and will make sure the student is happy doesnt have any troubles to me you are no longer a teacher more of a sister who is willing for hear us out and comfort us when we are down even after we graduated from studies. We shall all GAMBETTE towards our recover see you when you come back we should be having good news for one another.

Written @ 12:37 AM

Yesterday I had an appointment in the hospital in clinic 1A. Spend almost my whole day there for appointment and this appointment one of the procedure is HVF and the result it out it wasnt as good as i wanted now waiting for the doctor to refer me to the neuro. I feel like a coward now as I keep pushing back the appointment instead of facing it witth courage. Today I called up and push the appointment which is suppose to be 6 weeks time but I was so scared so called up to to change and push to 4 months time. I AM A REAL COWARD NOW!!!

Labels: day 1 of my medical appointment

Written @ 6:35 PM

one week of less number of hours of sleep due to fear of the outcomes. Monday is the appointment 完了because I am still not prepared for the torture. This one week is a holiday to the rest of my classmates but it does not seems like a holiday to me it seems like just the start of my torture of going for medical appointment.

Written @ 12:58 AM